I need a new baby

hehee..

entry kali ney bukan pasal baby yg baby menangis yg kene menyusukan tu oke. ni baby yg menggunakan duit utk beli,reload topup tiap2 hari dan call text-ing org. phone yg aku pakai skunk ney mmg la ada dua tapi satu tu memang cikai habis la,bluetooth x ada,infrared pon x ada apa lagi 3G..hahaa sakai habis la and phone lagi satu tu iphone,mcm gempak kan bunyi dier iphone. memang iphone,touch screen bagai tapi made in china. macam mana tu nak guna dgn game bahasa 1 malaysia aku memang haram satu pon x paham. so decide nak new baby yg ada mms,Bluetooth,3G,lagu2 so aku x bosan kalu balik naik public transport kankan.. please~

dalam kepala ney memang ada wishlist la kan nak new baby yg mana so dapat atau x je la.. hahaa

1. blacberry curve 3G

2. nokia c3 (pink)

3. X5 (purple)

4. nokia N97 mini

nak sume this new baby ney bole.. please please please

>.<

how are u??

how are u??

everyday,once i woke up i always received this kind of text.. hehee

to all my friends who keep asking me the same question,im fine and thanks bcoz u all concern about me. i know lately im kinda sensitive and emotional but now i trying to be cool and having fun in my life even though i have a lot of problems in my shoulder but its oke. Allah always be beside me and give me strength to help me in happy or sad.

so dun worry,im fine here..

and to hasbullah no need to be worry about me bcoz im oke and im fine and also thank u keep text-ing me even once a week. hahaaa

i appreciate that even though im not replied. if u need to be alone same with me..

adios~

13 october 2010

already to days i deactivated my facebook account. why im doing this i also dont have any reason or i have but its a personal thing. im kinda like fucking addicted with this social networking so i decided to deactivated but at first place i was crazy dont know what to do but i have to be patient to get thru all this. patient is my key word or magic word for now but i have my limit la kan. HAHAA

sometimes im a bit jealousy when he started to add this girl that girl but i bear in mind it just social networking and they have their own rite to add people who they want but izit a rule that a guy must add a girl and a girl must add a guy? isn't that bullshit!

i know fb it just a social networking but u must have a limit la boy to add a girl and please think my feeling if u were in my shoes and i bet u will feel the same think kan.

if i cant do why u cant do the same thing? i try to understand u but u still hurt me.

just give me some times to recover from this pain and u also can do the same way as long as u know i still love u,need u and u're important to me.

P/s : i miss u and i want to be PAMPERED by YOU.

to: my sayang

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vGpqG3Ce4HY

I sayang u,sangat sayang u. beberapa hari ni kita asyik gado je kan tapi i nak u tau,i sayang u..

x pernah terlintas dalam fikiran i utk jauh dari u jika benda itu betul2 berlaku biar la i menyintai u dari juah. kerana cinta u dalam hati i makin mendalam. jika u tidak memerlukan i lagi,bagi i menyintai u dan itu saja i yg perlukan dalam hidup i. i di sini sentiasa mendoakan kesejahteraan u dan juga u menemui jodoh yg lebih baik utk u.biar la hubungan kita menjadi sesuatu kenangan yg manis dalam hidup i juga u kerana kehadiran u dalam hidup ini telah membawa kebahagian yg tak terhingga utk i.terima kasih kerana pernah menyintai diri ini.maaf kan jika i pernah melukakan hati u kerana diri i masih tidak sempurna. terima kasih kerana pernah menemani diri i di saat i memerlukan peneman di kala sunyi atau pon gembira.

*Terima kasih di atas cinta,sayang dan juga keikhlasan yg pernah u beri utk i. lelaki yg pernah membuat diri i tersenyum,bahagia dan juga perasaan cinta akan sentiasa mekar dalam hati ini walau pada hakikatnya i tidak dpt memiliki cintanya. biar la i menyintai u dari jauh

I LOVE YOU

Happy Anniversary my dear Muhammad Hasbullah bin Rosdi. Dah 6 bulan i dgn u,wpon ada ups and down tapi i x penah nak tinggal kan u atau terfikir nak meninggalkan u. I sayang u dan benda tu tiada penipuan atau palsu. U tau mcm mana i jauh dari u, i still call and text u sometimes u mcm x suka kan. past 3 months kita asyik gado and gago non stop,kadang2 benda benda ney buat i tertekan tapi sedikit penyesalan tiada dlm kotak fikiran utk u dan perhubungan ney. I just nak kita mcm dlu,hari2 i dgn u,hari2 kita kuar bersama spend time sampai malam. I rindu tu sume sayang,i miss lots of thing about u. I need u all the time,ur attention,ur smile,ur hugging and kissing at my forehead. Missing that sayang! seriously i do.

I just nak kita lupakan argument kita and open new chapter in our relationship. Tu je yg i minx dekat u..I try to find myself and change the bad thing to good thing and also try to understand u but guide me. If u keep far away from me, i cant make it. Always be my side and hold my hand,bring me anywhere u want but don't leave me. I'm scare of losing u.

Im sorry for what i had done to u if its painful but i don't mean it. I have my own reason and i don't want to hurt u or think bad at me. Again sayang im so so sorry.

forgive me..

i just need U,ur LOVE and ur APOLOGY.. thas all i want rite now.

im sorry

I'm sorry i lied to you but what i did i have my own reason. i x nak beban kan u dgn masalah2 i plus masalah u pon memang byk berganda.. so what i did i have to let it out to someone else which is my friend and i know last night u called me two times and its waiting rite. i called u back and u ask me 'on call dgn siapa and i ckp 'on call dgn nana padahal i on call dgn apiz. i tau u jealous but i didn't mean to do that. i'm so sorry sayang and i promise no second time and i will promise u that.

*i'm sorry from bottom of my heart*

relationship

KEEP HOLDING ON???

kalu u rasa dgn kehadiran i dalam hati u or hidup u just menyusah kan,i paham. lagi pon kita dh jarang nak berjumpa sama2 kan. i tau u dh x bole mcm dlu dgn bersebab and i paham sgt paham. macam mana pon u jauh dari i mmg i x bole nak buat benda yg sama kecuali terpaksa..

if u rasa hubungan kita x bole pergi jauh x perlu utk hold apa2,i rela kan u pegi utk mengejar kebahagian yg baru tanpa i di sisi. apa yg i buat ni hanya nak melihat org yg i syg tu bahagia. tu saja. i x nak u dgn i kerana terpaksa kerana cukup selama kita bersama u dh buat i bahagia wpon sekejap. tu dh cukup utk i simpan utk di jadikan kenangan jika kita bersedia utk membuat haluan masing2.

mmg sakit utk i dan i tau sakit juga utk u kan sayang tapi sampai bila..salah seorang kene mengalah demi kebaikan.

x semesti nyew u lepaskan i,u seorang yg jahat.. tak! tak sama sekali.. u are the best person i ever had.. membiar kan u utk membuat haluan u mmg agak ssh utk i sekarang tp lama2 i dh biasa begitu juga dgn u kan.

so i nak u buat keputusan yg terbaik utk kita berdua. selama i dgn u tak penah i menyimpan dendam pada u,tak ada sikit pon and u sendri tau mcm mana i syg u kan. syg yg akan sentiasa terpahat di hati i.